
This weekend I went to New Orleans with TNOP, The New Orleans Project. After battling spiritual warfare in preparation for this trip, the team was ready to stand on the victory of our Bridegroom. God had spoken to me about how His Word says “Every knee will bow and every tongue confess” and that “He will be exalted in the nations,” He is the “King of Kings” and “Lord of Lords” there is “none other before Him,” He has all authority and power, dominion and honor. These are all promises. So, in the areas where the enemy seems to have found room, that is TEMPORARY, we need not even fret–it is time to STAND ON THINGS ETERNAL-THE VICTORY IS GOD’S-THE ENEMY HAS BEEN DEFEATED! Thank you, Lord!
Arriving to New Orleans Friday night we were able to attend “Celebrate Recovery” at Jessica’s Church and hear first-hand testimonies from those whom the Lord has defended, rescued, called, chosen, marked, and delivered. I met a RADIANT girl named Tiffany who represented the beauty and joy of the Lord greater than I have ever seen. She could not stop smiling and laughing, she kept bursting into songs of scripture in the middle of our conversations just to bless her precious Savior, Jesus. Tiffany said, “You see, I had a mental illness that robbed me of all of my joy, I was diagnosed with bi-polarism. But, you see, JESUS has delivered me from that and Satan can never take away the joy that comes from the Lord. I am just so happy! I am SO HAPPY! “ My heart felt so near to His presence as I was just sitting with this beautiful angel, the Holy Spirit moved me to tears because of His BEAUTY in her.
Later that night, a married couple testified how the Lord lifted them out of brokenness, abuse, prison, harassment, and torture from the world and the enemy. THEIR JOY CANNOT BE TAKEN AWAY! THEY WERE MADE NEW AND HIS POWER WAS PERFECTED IN THEIR WEAKNESS! After “Celebrate Recovery,” Sarah Kebrdle, Willie Mac, Jessica McLean, Hayes Parnell, Jessica Pike, Jared Carter, Ashley Turek, Alan Ostrzycki, Sarah Richards, David Delotelle, and I went upstairs to the youth room and Alan led us in a GREAT message. He spoke about loving others with a love from the Lord, agape love. We are not to seek out those who are open to our point of view, we are not to just love those who look like us and think like us. The Holy Spirit is not confined to the limitations of appearance, perception, ways of thinking. We are to love those who are nothing like us, His heart is for all! I think that was very crucial because our calling in New Orleans was to LOVE in a way that introduced others to the Lord’s heart of LOVE!
As Saturday morning came around the corner, we all drove to the Habitat for Humanity site and met Meg, who showed us the ropes of the house she had been working on. We were able to deck a roof, hang all of the sub-fascia, and hang window trim. The Holy Spirit really kept us safe and stretched us past our comfort zones. I was able to overcome my fear of heights and climb a ladder to hammer in some of the window trim planks (A side note to my Ladder Girls (Clarissa, Jo-Marie, and Michelle)–that moment meant so much more to me for our vision together striving upwards towards His kingdom). I definitely needed help and constant supervision because I was pretty shaky, but then the Holy Spirit really excited me about my time up on the ladder with Him and it wasn’t about being up high anymore. I think the team was really able to act as a body, supporting each other and work as different parts with the same vision in mind–it was exciting.
There was a family down the street from where we were working that Alan had become acquainted with and as we got to know the three children, their grandmother invited us over to their house. She showed us all of their new additions and how they have been bringing their house back together from the storm. I specifically became close with Jyree, the only granddaughter. Jyree asked if I could be her friend and she asked if she could brush my hair. This may sound silly but I am usually so afraid of sharing hairbrushes with strangers. Yet, Father has shared an unconditional, perfect love that casts out all fear. It’s time for me to give back! She brushed my hair with her brush and styled it into a side pony tail that she took cute pride in. I walked around with it for the rest of the time because I knew she wanted it to be seen. After hanging out with their family on the front porch and snapping fun photos, the grandmother went down the street to get us good ole New Orleans Cajun Crawfish, corn, and sausage. Jyree was so upset that her grandmother wouldn’t allow her to have any of the food and all of a sudden really turned on me. She got the picture her and I had drawn of ourselves and crossed it out in front of me so that I would know she was angry. I didn’t know how to handle the situation other than talk to her, smile at her, and keep reminding her that I still will always love her even if she stops loving me. She told me to leave. Her sudden attitude change was very interesting, part of it was her young age and wanting to be pitied, but my heart broke in the fact that she didn’t want to receive love and responded in anger. I could care less what she thought of me but I wanted her to know the love her Father has towards her. Sarah Kebrdle prayed with me for Jyree and we trusted Father to handle the situation. Sarah Richards found some seashells and brought them to Jyree just to remind her that we still wanted to have fun with her. That was so wise of Sarah, it really wouldn’t have been good if we acted like something was wrong between us and Jyree. Well, before we left, Jyree had come up to me with a new drawing of the two of us and wrote “I love you too. I am sorry can we still be friends forever?” OF COURSE WE CAN! I ran to her and picked her up and I felt like the Lord had taught her a lot about unconditional love and had taught me about how He takes care of those we entrust to Him. He is a great Dad
After leaving the Habitat site, we headed towards the bridge where a large community of homeless people live. Their tents, air mattresses, and belongings were all collected in their own personal bundles. I felt the Lord just pressing my heart to be WITH them, to relate to them, to love on them, NOT to offer something of myself that doesn’t even amount to what they deserve. None of us had any more to give to them than they had themselves other than just more company, fellowship, and love. As we walked around to talk to people, I would pass by a couple of people who were telling each other about Christ and how that’s all they had and all they wanted. These people know the kingdom of God! Scriptures were written EVERYWHERE on the underpass posts. I met a beautiful woman who lives under a tent that gets full of water some nights yet she gets in there and just sings. I knew she must have some great memories with the Lord and the rhythms of the rain, worshiping Him! There was another woman that I had the privilege of getting to know and I couldn’t get over how beautiful her brokenness from the world and wholeness in Christ was! Her family will not even associate with her anymore, her son was kidnapped, she works as many little jobs as she can find, and she gives God all the glory! She was the one offering me clothing and food. I mean, SHE KNOWS THE KINGDOM OF GOD!
As we sang with a group of women under the bridge “Blessed be Your Name,” “The Revelation Song,” and some others, Alan Ostrzycki was able to share the gospel with a man and the man gave His life to the Lord. He was then baptized that next day at Vieux Carre Baptist Church. Also, while we were under the bridge, a lady came up to me and the Holy Spirit had put a word on her heart for me. She said that “He is calling my voice to be one that draws deeper into His presence because it is a heart-voice. ” She also said that “He will make me an Esther and I will lead people out of captivity in Israel.” Then, she went to Sarah Kebrdle and prayed for deliverance in some areas and then spoke this over Sarah: “You will preach the Gospel from the top of a mountain to be heard from the east to the west. You will be used to minister to the young people. You will walk on water and be like Peter and stand on a rock.”
As you can see, this entire trip was HIS initiative, He was there preparing and working way before we had gotten there. Something He helped me understand was that when it is NATURAL for us to walk in the Spirit and we NATURALLY are looking to Him, then He will NATURALLY work SUPERNATURALLY. Please don’t just read that fast and then think about it later. “First comes the natural, and then the supernatural.” There is no way we would have been able to think up, create, and do what was done this past weekend. Our ways aren’t high enough. We are to cling to Master, Savior, Healer, Provider, Omniscient King and HE will make things happen through our faith and through His faithfulness. “For He remains faithful even when we are faithless because He cannot disown Himself” (2 Timothy 2:13). A man very close to my church family, Jim Newsome, said that “When His power works in us, it will work for us and around us.” It is all Him. “Every good and perfect thing comes from above” (James 1:17).
Lets make ourselves available for Him to move in our lives, move things around, refine our hearts continually, break us for what breaks Him, so that as His Spirit moves in us, it will flow out of us. That is nothing we could ever boast about for it is HIS SPIRIT. He is so good.
“Yet the Lord set His affection on your forefathers and loved them, and he chose you, their descendants, above all the nations, as it is today. Circumcise your hearts…and do not be stiff-necked any longer. For the Lord your God is God is gods and Lord of lords, the great God, mighty and awesome, who shows no partiality and accepts no bribes. He defends the cause of the fatherless and the widow, and loves the stranger, giving him food and clothing. And you are to love those who are strangers…Fear the Lord your God and serve Him. Hold fast to him and take your oaths in his name. He is your praise; He is your God, who performed for you those great and awesome wonders you saw with your own eyes” (Deuteronomy 11:15-21).
“For the eyes of the Lord move to and fro throughout the earth that he may strongly support those whose heart is completely His” (2 Chronicles 16:9).
Thanks for being a branch for the vine.